Breaking the 20-metre rule far too often for my liking.......

Yes that is right yet again this blogging session is likely to revolve around drama seeing as i have no lovely dofe experiences to write about!
As far as today goes i:
Felt much more tired than neccessary due to being surrounded by exhausted people

Spazzed when i found out i had downey at first rec
and again when i found out i actually had her at lunch
and again when i actually had to go and rehearse my scene with amber in front of her beady little eyes.

And then wondered what al the frickin fuss had been about as she was actually nice (as in she didn't criticise me......which is bliss as far as downey is concerned) but probably means i'm in for it tommorrow night.

Complained loudly about downey to omar which resulted in tori joining in - this was fun as we loudly discussed what a complete baboon downey was and then therapeutically scribbled about how much we hated downey - i could write everything out but i really can't be bothered!! :P

It stopped being fun when i realised that when "push comes to shove" i probably would miss diploma and regret not doing it....but u no i'm happy to push that minor hiccup to the back of my mind and carry on discussing the best way to dispose of downey!

The best suggestion was to dig a hole to australia (or china) and shove downey down (and hope she reached the core of the earth before she reached anything else.
Another less drastic suggestion was to install a cattle grid outside the drama room so she had to stay inside and starve (or possibly climb out a window.....she'd probably get stuck - either scenario would be hilarious!)

I think that's everything
except
there was something else and yet again i have forgotten

I'm really worried about my state of mind at the momment
apathetic is an understatment
i really need to be more motivated if i intend to get decent marks in my AS's
seriously i have done NOTHING this evening
except
browse the net
watch tv
eat
procrastinate
cuddle my gorgeous cat
sent emails
recieved a card from marion - which cheered me up endlessssssly (thank u marion)
and unsuccessfully attempted my sister to chat about her life, decaf and dofe from her homework as she has also been on dofe and i feel like i haven't spoken to her since halfterm - which i havent rele.......seriously my sister can be a geek sometimes
mind you she'll probably go to a better uni
earn more money
have a more satisfying job
blah blah
but i will always have my smile and JC (well she will to but u no what i mean)

i think i'm going to stop now before i delve too deep into the realms of unhappy blogging as i have the distinct feeling that i have become extremely sinicle and lost all feelings of happiness and optimism
except the cheerfullness of getting a card from marion......

ok i am definitely stopping
now



ok
NOW!