Who Wants To Be A Superhero?

Personally I don't but my youth group has been watching this American TV show (from American ITunes) which is about this group of wackos who all have their own superhero "identities" and have auditioned to be on this show......whoever wins gets their own comic strip.....its ridiculous - yet somehow hilariously funny!

So back aagain from another holiday, this time in London, dude this was sooooo much fun, i loved nearly every second of it (the exceptions being the times I had a painful pounding headache and sore feet) but those two things only happened together once, which was good.
If you're feeling bored go and look at all the pictures (and there are a lot of them) you may not fully appreiciate them but hey - some of them are v.funny......
www.christianyouth.co.uk
NOTE: the VERY cool LONDON t-shirts - designed especially for us.... :P

Have been at home doing lots of being lethargic - couldn't be bothered to do alot of stuff at the momment and time was boring and being incredibly slow
But on tues ppl came over and we watched pink panther - instead of switchfoot concert which me hannah and belinda shouls have been at but got cancelled :( don't worry though as it is going to be re-scheduled.
On weds had a long driving lesson and my mum came in the back of the car - was mucho fun - apart from nearly driving onto a roundabout......but my mum was much impressed as i was better than she had expected - that was nice!

Went to Staines for SEVEN hours on friday with weez, then we went to sonja's (after a de-tour to feltham - lol don't even ask!) and then weez came to mine for the night......much fun - and amazingly me and weez found stuff to chat about all that time - till 3:45am in fact - but i think we did start going round in rambly circles by the end.....

Must go otherwise i will miss my train to TAUNTON - i am going to have sooo much fun - i can't even put it into words!!!
:P
Also can't wait to see MARION
AND
everyone else

luvyaz all
cu sn

Some people have way too much confidence baby

So I'm back from the Isles of Scilly folks - got back at 12:30am on Saturday and have been endlessly tired - my friend is visiting me and is being a real big pain this time (lingy-ding is probably the only one who will understand the last bit......its prob TMI for the rest of you (and from that comment you can prob work it out, hee humm)

The Isles were v.v.v..v.v..v.v.v.v.v quiet with not much to do - which was nice for the first week but slightly tedious for the second but mustn't complain much as it was quite nice overall.
The highlight of the holidays was snorkelling with seals - i have sent postcards to most of you which will elaborate on my experience which i can't be bothered to detail here -but unfortunately i wasn't able to send a card to rosenburg or omar because the idiot that i am mis-counted how many to buy - so my biggest and greatest apologies to anyone who didn't get a postcard but feels like they should have.....

If you have anything that you should like me to elaborate on further regarding the holiday i will but can't rele be naffed to write much else about it here........incidently if someone could feed me (not literally) 'mael's and weez's address i would be much obliged coz i'm not anywhere near organised enough to have an address book or anywhere with their address's written down......

Now on to the next holiday(!)
I am going away to London tomorrow with my youth group for a get-away till midday Saturday
I know very little about this trip as its all being kept to be a surprise
Except there isn't a shower where we're staying so we're going to the nearest swimming baths to shower (nice isn't it :P)
Its liable to get cold and night and the floor is not particularly comfortable (no we are not camping)
And there are some very fun activities planned (according to my mother who is in on this whole thing - as are all the parents......)

Oh and don't expect a postcard from this one guys!!

I feel like i've spoken to all of you coz i've finally got up to date with all ya blogging (except Cassie's which i may have to read tomorrow as its taken me literally HOURS to read all of your entries!!)
I have also commented quite a lot - i.e. where i have had something to say

When i come back from London I have 10 days before i go away again, this time to Taunton in Somerset for 8 days on a christian youth camp. I know you guys are all going to get rather annoyed with all my in-betweeny blogs but i'm sorry - this is one of the last years that my parents are going to be paying for my holidays - i felt compelled to make the most of it.....

I need ppl to txt me with details of any party which may occur on the 22nd of August (last night of Marions's visit) as most of her visit coincides with my camp in taunton and i will be returning on the afternoon of the 22nd (and am out of email contact from the 14th August till that time so i need someone to let me no whats going on)
So if at least one person remembers that that would be fan-dabbie-dozzy - i'll try and mention it closer to the time.....

Another thing - is weez on holiday or going to be on holiday during August
Also 'Mael and Rose whats your holiday plans?

Sorry that this blog is so unfrivolous and question-asking and information-giving

To finish on a lighter note i thought i might give you a list of all the ridiculous songs i managed to get stuck in my head for unknown reasons while on holiday.
Remember that i was singing these in the sea, while sunbathing, while cycling, while in the B&B - quite literally everywhere....

All American Rejects -My Paper Heart
How Much Is That Doggie In The Window (who is that by??)
The Downey, Mushroom song that Rose pioneered (see comments to the last blog)
Sweet Caroline - Status Quo
Silent Night - again no idea who wrote it
The Five Alive Song - again no idea but i'm sure Bendall could tell you as she was the one who gave me the song....
And finally the last and by far the most wierdest was
We Plough The Fields And Scatter

I swear i will never cease to amaze myself by own randomness
Beaten on the randomness only by 'mael and Bernard R Melkior (sorry if i spelt that wrong)

Speak to all anon
xox

this is a quickie!!

Heya guys this is gonna have to be a very quick blog as i have five minutes left in the internet cafe that i am in right now coz the rest of the family wnat to be able to check their e-mails etc....

So i realise i have not read veryones blogs for a long while so i have a lot of comment writing and reading to do when i get home lol

The Isles of Scilly (where i am right now) are soo insanely quiet i think i would go crazy if i lived here - theres not an amazing lot of things to do but is fun for a holiday!!

Must go
Luvya all

hehe
xox

I'll play it off, but I'm dreaming of you

Hello folks
This is being typed very late at night/very early in the morning
I haven't blogged for a while - due mainly to laziness, work and return to the forbidden planet - but yea mainly laziness

lots has happened...most of which i can't remember - but i will try
Last wednesday i went to Staines with Pooley, Anji, Jaya and Avni and ate in Pizza Hut with Pooley (where we were met by May) and then went to see the Lake House (without May)
Then came back to school and tried to give a tour to people who had already seen the school a good few times.....so that was fairly pointless

Thursday - can't remember much - except for the stuff we were taught in chemistry. which is randomness indeed however also a teeny incy bit cool coz it means i understood what Gates was trying to tell me - which is such a rare occurence i think i ought to get a letter from the Queenie
:P

Friday was busy, busy, busy.
Had Downey which was abit odd after not having been taught by her for agges - i am going to have to re-acclimatise lol
Rode a very over-excited horse in the evening and (nearly) went galloping off into the sunset (or at least i would have done if he (the horse) had had his way...

Spent Friday afternoon - saturday and sunday (most of at school)
Return to the forbidden planet-ing
which was tres fun if not a little hot and sticky (and a little boring at times)

Enjoyed having some authority over Year 7-10 while they made boarding passes - can you believe they actually listened and obeyed instructions i gave them most of the time (it took some getting used to.....was fun :P)
Sunbathed a little
Screamed at various English footballers for being so silly
and generally had a lot of fun, me and kirstin even got our own little section in the programme in recognition of our randomness which was pretty cool

The performance is now over - i was at school till 11:05ish this evening - which was the latest i think i've ever been in a school building (oh the joy!)
Today was busy - even busier - what happened this morning feels like yesterday
The bit of today which wasn't RTTFP was fairly crap
Lots of ppl wasn't there due to uni visits
and i was hot and bothered so i think that i was grumpy and a little over-sensitive
I was glad when it finished

I mean when a couple of games of Slam didnt cheer me up i knew i was in trouble :P

One thing that has amazed me today is the stupidity of my trumpet teacher - he booked a whole load of lessons for today AND reminded me of my lesson on two separate occasions - most recently last week monday
Yet I turn up to the music block today and find that he is not there
After probing enquiry of Mr H i discover that got MARRIED on saturday and is now on the 5 week long honeymoon in Africa that he had been boasting on about.

Who on earth forgets that they are getting married and going on a honeymoon and actually arrange completely normal stuff in place of it?????!!!!

CRAZY MAN!

I rele must go to bed i have no idea how i'm going to be able to get out of bed 2moro
i am going to fall asleep the second my head hits the pillow.....
oh and i'll change the time thing like i normally do so you can see what time it is

I really don't know what possessed me to turn on my laptop at this time of night

Yawn :O

Yes it was one of those, no, wait, it wasn't

OK - this blog is stemming from a comment that rosen-man left asking me whether i was having a black capricorn day (which for those of you who don't listen to Jamiroquai's music *shakes head disgustedly*)
Is the second best song from his Synkronized album preceded only by Canned Heat and followed by Deeper Underground and Soul Education and Destitute Illusions)

ok you get the picture i like Jamiroquai, no i pretty near love them lol
anyways

My day yesterday (to which i presumed this comment was related to) was a real mixture of a day, and as i'm not 100% what a black capricorn day consists of, was not a capricorn day.

I played many stressful games of three-way and four-way speed

Was upset by the news of who was not going to be in my psychology group (basically len-man, hannah, weez and beth-man are all not in my group)
which upset me big-time
how insensitive is mr moughtin???
i NEED to be with those guys
:s

Showed hyper-active Year 5's around the school

Got rather wet
Did no homework

Watched the LOTR Two Towers and began to understand how good the films are (having only ever seen the first one in german.......so i could only understand the stuff they said in elfish - which wasn' t very much lol!

So all in all it was one big mess
As is this blog - one big long, unconnected, unrelated ramble

This day so far has been a bit of a non-entity
We shall have to see how it progresses....

Congratulations must go to Lingy who has become a regular blogger again
:D :D :D

Now i'm going to go and find someone to play speed/slam with
preferably three-way
that game is sooooo damn addictive lol

The bores of school

Here i am typing up in the science resources area typing up blodge notes when my blodge lesson has been cancelled and i am having so much fun (not)

Sorry its the 90's kid in me coming out again - with the whole "not" thing

I'm not rele in the blogging mood but i thought i better blog because that picture is gonna start to get on people's nerves - mainly my own lol

Ling you will be pleased to see that i have changed the thingy at the top

I am WELL EXCITED that Marion is coming 16-25 August - i will only be around from the 22-25 August but cannot WAIT to see Marion again
This summer is soooooooo kwl - even though i am away a lot methinks i'm going to enjoy this ALOT.

I am already making plans for next summer - SOUL SURVIVOR HERE I COME
I WILL BE 18 so I CAN TAKE A GROUP OF PEOPLE
because i am SUPPOSEDLY an adult then

hehehehehe

Cant rele think of anything else to blog about - apart from a BIG THANK YOU to ISHMAEL
for the YUMMY BISCUITS
and the fact that i have to get up at 5:00AM tomorrow morning ARRRGGGHH
kill me now, kill me now

only joking
only joking


ok maybe not

The Kat-meister

This is the new nickname that Omar and Rose have given me so that Omar might stop calling me Cat-mandu - not that i rele minded but
anywys


I thought you might want to know that the picture was the first picture that came up on Google when i typed in Kat-meister!!

Ah the joys!





Make of it what you will....

Two to the power SQUIM =????????

THE KAT-MEISTER RETURNS......
EXAMS ARE FINISHED

ACTIVITY WEEK IS FINISHED


SEEING UNIVERSITIES HAS STARTED



PSYCHOLOGY CONFERENCE HAS STARTED AND FINISHED




GOING TO THORPE PARK HAS STARTED AND FINISHED





WATCHING ENGLAND VS TRINDAD AND TOBAGO MATCH HAS STARTED AND FINISHED







AND VISITING GRANDPARENTS HAS STARTED AND FINISHED







THE WORLD HAS STARTED AND FINISHED.......

Ok so not quite....but you get the picture.....a lot has happened since last blog
Activity week has been fun and funner and funnier
Odd how when i'm not at school i don't blog as much
is a funny old tendency
thank you to all the ppl i have had fun with over this last week
too hot and bothered to list them all here
but they are not to be unmentioned.....

I CANNOT WAIT FOR GOING TO TAUNTON THIS AUGUST

I am in a wierd mood
as you might be able to tell
but then i haven't had very much to eat today
due to my laziness and
lack of hungriness
until a couple of minutes ago

so am going to go and have a piece of bread and the like
oh and about the squim thing - this was the product of rose, omar, hannah, me and ricky-man in the queue for RUSH
and rose and omar getting bored
and creating a new integer
between nine and ten
which proves my point that rose and omar are wierd!
very wierd.....

This broken road prepares Your will for me

Sorry for lack of blog since Saturday - a lot has happened......

Two of my fellow FUEL-ers (thats my youth group - keep up guys! :P) were baptised which was fantastic :D
The party afterwards was kwl aswell

On Monday had biology which was ok i suppose - unit 2 was the worst in my opinion

Then had major stress/minor breakdown on Tuesday about the impending Chemistry exam
Had a dance class which was soo good after not having one for aggges and also stopped me from stressing out quite so badly :)

Then Wedsnesday was the dreaded day itself - i was expecting the absolute worst - sitting there not knowing any of the answers, floundering around, panicking.
Thankfully not much of that happened......i kept my head for most of it, only left out/made up a few answers and in generalwent far better than i expected
Although this isn't saying much and i am not confident about getting an amazing grade - only time will tell.
Though i would like to say thank you to all the ppl who were praying for me during that exam - i couldn't have done it without u guys - or - more importantly without God.

Now it is Thursday and tomorrow is Physics, which i hadn't looked at any revision for until today so just need to make sure I learn my Section C's fully and understand mechanics (hmmmm) and learn that wierd power equation that i can never remember then i will be fine(ish)

Lets just say this weekend will feel great and fantastic and going to Lingy's party on Fri afternoon is one of the most fitting ways to celebrate the end of exams that i can think of!!

Bring on the weekend.


Must get back to physics
Egad!

Awesome video

Ok dudes
We all know the Backstreet Boys dances and it is a well documented that no party is the same without it....
sooo
check out the new flash box on my bebo:
http://kulkat2.bebo.com

It is legend....

Loving the sun that is streaming in through the window
so waaarm...

Happy Sun-bathing every1!!

Made me laugh.....hope it makes you laugh too....

I was barely sitting down when I heard a voice from the other stall saying:
"Hi, how are you?"
I'm not the type to start a conversation in the restroom. I don't know what got into me, but I answered, somewhat embarrassed, "Doin' just fine!"
And the other person says: "So what are you up to?"What kind of question is that?
At that point, I'm thinking this is too bizarre so I say: "Uhhh, I'm like you, just sitting here."
At this point I am just trying to get out as fast as I can when I hear another question: "Can I come over?"
Ok, this question is just too weird for me. I figured I could politely end the conversation. I say: "No........I'm a little busy right now!!!"
Then I hear the person say, nervously: "Listen, I'll have to call you back. There's an idiot in the other stall who keeps answering all my questions!!"



And before the thought even crosses your mind the idiot was NOT me
Some random American
which explains it really
(i am joking!)

Just check you know the person before you start talking to them.....



Revision is going absolutely crapply
I am going to fail my exams
:'(

One man has done it all

WOO!
YEA
LAST NIGHT TOTALLY ROCKED
down (or up) in watford
listening to the musical talents of:
Tre and Tori Sheppard (of onehundredhours)
Cathy Burton
29th Chapter
LZ7 - who incidentally I LOVE because their music is so like The Tribe
I was one hyper child!!
I could have danced all night
Despite jumping between the songs because it was all so loud and my poor ears dislike sudden loud noises like a new track starting as most of you will prob know lol!

None of you have probably heard of these bands before because they're all christian but you will have seen onehundredhours if you went to see daniel bedingfield on tour

Anywys it was a blast and helped raise money for Soul Action which is the charity part of the legend soul survivor organisation!
They're planning a GIGANTIC-NORMOUS mission trip to Durban in the summer of 2009
I am sooo there!

I also attended a Soul Sista event in Watford on Saturday with some of my fellow female fuel-ers which is also a part of (yes you guessed it!) the soul survivor organisation.
That was also IMMENSE
with rocking worship, kwl talks and seminars, lots of chocolate, nail painting, hand massages, shopping and take-out meals from pizza hut (which are of course all neccessary for having a chilled out, god-focused day :P)

I also rolled along, quite late to Ishmaels very kwl birthday, sang karoke, petted gorgeous dogs, swayed with len-man, danced to backstreet boys, ate lots, chatted, spilt J20 on the carpet, tried (and failed) to assist rose-man and weez getting back in to the house after bidding farewell to hannah and her car-full of people and also tried and failed to assist 'mael in finding some stain remover for the juice i split.
All in all a very enjoyable and giggly evening (apart from the absence of a certain Ling2...)
oh and THAT incident with Mr Beaman - tho i'm sure someone else can fill you in on that as this blog is becoming increasingly long and my luncheon is awaiting me

This evening i am organising a prayer meeting and watching multiple episodes of Lost as not yet seen in the UK!!

I swear i am having TOO MUCH FUN :D
AND MARION IS COMING OVER
THE EXCITEMENT WILL NEVER CEASE!!!

P.S. FYI ishmael; bruce forsythe is the INCREDIBLY COOL wrinkly guy who presents strictly come dancing and can still dance amazingly considering his mature years and is an incredibly friendly guy to meet - especially when he comes into Lloyds Pharmacy :P

P.P.S Thank You for looking for my brooch (or however you spell it!) but i found it on my driveway surprisingly unsquashed, i figure it fell off before the party coz i dont think i fastened it properly......

Anywys i rele must shut up before i bore you all to death!!

I am such a GIRL!!

PSYCHOLOGY TOMORROW
ARGGGGGGGHHHHH!
I dont no enough

Not much has happened
Lots of revision (well abit anywys)
and even more TV
LOVING Lost and ER right now
Getting gradually hooked me feels

I always mean much more than i say
and say much more than i mean
drama diploma lines are still circulating round in my mind
even though it was over an age ago
which is rather annoying

Learnt how to steer properly today
which was interesting
my instructor LOVES golf
wouldnt stop going on about golf and the fact that i live so near to wentworth
Questions such as
"Can you actually walk onto the course?"
"Did you know there's a big tournament going on at the momment? I've been watching it on TV"
"Do you know any famous players?"
I informed him that I'd met Bruce Forsythe a couple of times but other than that I didn't
And promptly understeered round a corner and almost hit the kerb
That kept him distracted for a while.....hehe

It wasn't that bad rele
and my steering is 85% ok
which is kwl
tho i dread to think what its gonna b like when i'm changing gear as well!!
(He was doing the brake and clutch and all that)

Must get back to revision
Hope evry1 is doing ok
I RELE DON'T KNOW ENOUGH
But it'll b ok in the end



I hope

So much canned heat, theres nothing left for me to do but dance!

Well
Twas a very fun weekend
Was defeated in dodgeball - twice - lol
But nevermind it was all good fun - roooose now needs to come and brush up on her skills at the FUEL socials
:P
Someone also needs to give Charleigh a good telling off for being at the cinema when she was supposed to be playing dodgeball with us :S
Some people!

Stayed up v.late at church on Sat watching Lost - which isnt as freaky as i thought it was
though surround sound certainly makes it worse lol
Got up late on Sun
Revisied
Went to one v.kwl youth service with awesome accoustic worship!!
Then won Empire AGAIN
i love that game
I've won every single game I've ever played (not that i'm bragging about this you understand!!) but i even won in a group of about 70-odd people i had never met before
:D hehe

Anywys hope arting and mathsing goes well for everyone today
My brain of a sister is sitting C1 (or is it C2??) maths today
So GOOD LUCK to her for that
And i'm being serious for someone to do GCSE and the start of AS Maths in the same month would either have to be incredibly crazy or incredibly clever
of which my sis is both - so there you have it.

Must carry on with psycho revision and then going to watch a TV prog about anorexia
which will of course help me greatly in exam technique *shifty eyes*
It should be educational anyway and thats all that matters

Toodle pip!

DEDICATED TO: lingy's extensive commenting and my team for dodgeball tonight

Ok well seeing as lingy actually completed my dare and left A LOT of comments (16 to be precise) i decided to use this entry to answer (so might be useful to read the comments...) as more than 21 comments on any one blog is more than enough!!
So here goes
1st of all i know i'm not 16 anymore - kinda got confuzzled - but as you can see i said there were 17 candles on my last cake so.....
Britney's curious fragrance is rubbish in my opinion but the Fantasy one is rele nice - if you like sweet perfumes...
OK so candy bars = chocolate bars - but how can i poss pick my fave - oh ok then - its prob lindt or galaxy!!
Wow i never knew i could be an RS teacher! (not sure i'm gonna do that as a career tho...)
About Adam and Eve - no they didnt have marriage but there was kinda only two of them so i guess it was a bit of a no-brainer!
Plus the concepts of marriage were a lil sketchy for a while (as far as i can tell)
There prob was incest but it wasn't considered incest for a while.....tho i dunno where Cain's wife came from - I'll ask sumone who is likely to be knowledgeable about these type of things!! Let u no l8r
In terms of country music i mean "interesting" with a bored mind and a very enthused voice
According to your definition i was and am on a diet....
I'm not being greedy with potential son and daughter names - I'm just listing all the possibilities I would like....

Hope that's sufficent for you!!
Back off to psychology revision + to frolick around at a garden party
Playing in a dodgeball tournament later
Gonna be soooo much fun
Can't wait
Playing dodgeball while raising money for christian aid
Nothing could be more fun :D

OK i am bored – i challenge you to read ALL of this

001. What is your name? Kathryn
002. Spell your name backwards: nyrhtak
003. Date of birth: 02/04/89
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Aries
006. Nicknames: Kat, Katticus, Kat-man
007. Occupation: Student
008. Height: 5"5-5"6
009. Weight: normal
010. Hair color: light brown/dark blonde
011. Eye color: blue
012. Where were you born? st peters hospital, chertsey
013. Where do you reside now? england
014. Age: 16
015. Screen names: errr many
016. E-mail addy: kulkat2@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for?errrr????
018. What is your livejournal name? don't have one
019. What does your Blurty name stand for? errr
020. Pets: 2 cats and trillions of reproducing fishies
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 17.....except technically i didn't have candles on it this year!
022. Piercings? 2, one in each ear
023. Tattoo's? None
024. Shoe size: 6/7
025. Righty or lefty? Righty
026. Wearing: Denim skirt and tourquiose strap top
027. Hearing: There is a Song - Phatfish
028. Feeling: Tired
029. Eating/drinking: Gum
~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
030. Have you ever been in love? not truly and properly no
031. How many people have you told "I love you"? my parents, my sis, my bestie friendies, god
032. How many people have you been in love with? had one intense crush a while ago so one i guess
033. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no
034. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no
035. Are your parents divorced? no
036. Do you have step parents? no
037. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? well they only disowned him for a few years so no not rele
038. If so for what? er.....
039. Did some of your family come to America from another country? No....considering i'm not in the US right now lol

~Music Stuff~
040. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? erm at one point i thought if you're not the one by daniel bedingfield (yea yea i no) was written about my life but i think that restored by jeremy camp is prob the one that sounds like my life story.
041. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? errr not rele sure probably steps cds.
042. What's the best cd you own? too many to name - i only rele buy cds if i rele like them.
043. What song do you absolutely hate? maybe by emma bunton - something about it seriously bugs me
044. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes if a really good song comes on Capital (which i listen to in the shower)
045. What song reminds you of that special someone? bon jovi - wanted dead or alive
~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
046. Pink: if god is a dj, life is a dancefloor love is the rhythm you are the music - or something like that!
047. Aerosmith: I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
048: Madonna: music makes the ppl come together
049. Korn: er...
050. Backstreet Boys: All you ppl can't you see, can't you see how your loves affecting our reality
051. The Beatles: all you need is love
052. Sublime: errrr
053. J.Lo: Used to have a little now i have alot no matter where i go i know where i came from
054. *Nsync: bye, bye, bye
055. Limp Bizkit: Keep rollin, rollin, rollin
056. Britney Spears: Oops, I did it again.
057. Creed: no idea
058. Enrique Iglesias: i can be your hero baby, i can kiss away the pain
059. Good Charlotte: girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money
060. Christina Aguilera: You’re beautiful in every single way
061. New Found Glory: ermmmm
062. Kelly Clarkston: because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk.
063. Kelly Osbourne: no idea
064. Mandy Moore: i wanna be with you (from centre stage)
065. Eve: no idea
066. Aaliyah: if at first you don't succeed, you gotta pick urself up and try again
067. Nelly: ride with me
068. Alicia Keys: I keep on falling in and out of love with you
069. Incubus: Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear and I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let my fear take the wheel and steer
~Favorites~
067. Color: blue
068. Food: chinese, chocolate, junk, roast, stir-fry
069. Song: Too many
070. Show: friends, er, spooks, masterchef goes large
071. School subject: psychology or biology
072. Band/singer: varies atm prob switchfoot
073. Animal: cats, dolphins, donkeys
074. Outfit: dunno
075. Radio station: don't listen to radio very much bt capital or virgin
076. Movie: 2many
077. Pair of shoes: trainers, prob converse
078. Cartoon: well dont have one atm but used to be pokemon LOL
079. Actor: jon heder,orlando bloom, heath ledger, noah wyle, channing tatum
080. Actress: parminder nagra, kiera knightley, sandra bullock, julia stiles, reese witherspoon
081. Potato chip: salt and vinegar
082. Drink: cranberry juice, lemonade, smoothie, hot choc, mocha, herbal teas. Fave alky drinks are wine and beer (pref bitter)
084. Holiday: suuuummer
085. Perfume/cologne: Fantasy – Britney Spears
086. Pizza topping: tuna and sweetcorn
087. Jello flavor: dont no
088. Lunch meat: what? er....dunno
089. Board game: cluedo
090. Video game: ssx tricky and crash team racing.
Website: dunno, 2many
092. Book: the bible, time travellers wife, facedown
093. Computer game: Theme Hospital (lol) or Sims
094. Number: Don't have one
095. Cereal: Porridge, muesli and cornflakes, weetabix
096. Comedian: does stephen fry count as a comedian??
097. Dessert: Anything chocolate
098. Disney character: TIGGER
099. Clothing store: don't have one
100. Pastime: BLOGGING, youth group, ignoring work
101. Teacher: mrs husselberry, mrs synge, mrs white, dr harris, mrs owens, mrs ralph, mrs reynolds (last three from old school)
102. Childhood toy: "pinky" my cuddly pink toy elephant
103. Carnival game/ride: dunno
104. Candy bar: candy bar???
105. Magazine: don't really buy them much
106. Salad dressing: vinegarette
107. Thing to do on the weekend: Sleep in, shop, church, youth group
108. Hot drink: hot choc
109. Season: Summer
10. Sport to watch: athletics, paralympics, tennis, gymnastics
111. Person to talk to online: Charli Williamson
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
112. What color are your sheets? Pale Blue (atm)
113. What color are your bedroom walls? Dark blue/lilac
114. Do you have posters on your wall? no
115. If so of what?
116. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? I wish
117. How many pillows are on your bed? 1
118. What do you normally sleep in? pjs
119. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: baggy black t-shirt and pink, baggy trackies
120. What size bed do you have? boring old single
121. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? normal
122. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
123. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? Sometimes
124. Describe the last nightmare you had: It was on sunday night, i was workin in lloyds when armed robbers came in and we all had to stay hidden and try and get out the back door - was scary
125. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?Jst mi fave toy from when i was little (see above)
126. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? Prob only one but could manange two.
127. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? I like sleeping on my front - as far as i can tell thats pretty unusual
128. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? nope - thank goodness!
129. Do you snore? no - unless i have a really bad cold
130. How about drool? sometimes (i'm trusting most of u wont have bothered to read this far!) lol
131. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? my stereo yeah
132. What color is the carpet in your room? Blue
133. What's under your bed?bit of junk n sum plastic storage boxes with random stuff in them
~This or that~
134. beach/mountains: Beach
135. Donuts/bagels: Both
136. Day/night: Night!!
137. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: Whats the diff? the one with flying monkeys anyways
138. Heaven/hell: heaven
139. Make love/have sex: Make love
140. Coffee/tea: neither
141. Britney/Christina: Neither
142. Swiss cheese/american cheese: No contest, swiss
143. Real World/Road Rules: Neither
144. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: erm......thats a harder one....backstreet boys
145. Silver/gold: not sure
146. Nike/Adidas: Adidas
147. McDonalds/Taco Bell: McD, nvr been to taco bell
148. Sweet/sour: depends
149. Punk/emo: dunno
150. Hot/cold: in between
151. Winter/summer: Summer
152. Spring/fall: fall
153. Operas/plays: Plays never been to the opera
154. Read/watch tv: not sure depends on my mood
155. Cd's/tapes: CDs
156. Dvd's/vhs: Both
157. Old/new: New
158. Shorts/skirts: Skirts I guess, depends
159. Pink/red: Pink
160. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Both are good
161. Meat/vegetables: Meat but both
162. Mexican food/chinese food: Chinese
163. Commercials/infomercials: whats the diff? they're both crap
164. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
165. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis i think but depends how i feel
166. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals
167. Dogs/cats: Cats
168. Unicorns/fairies: Fairies - will not follow in mr casleys wierdness
169. Water/land: both
170. Sugar/spice: Sugar
171. Black/white: Black
172. ribbons/bows: Ribbons
173. Chicken/beef: chicken
174. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: coloured
175. Cars/trucks: cars
176. Austin Powers/James Bond: james bond
178. Popcorn/pretzels: Popcorn
179. Hip/hop: dunno
180. Passionate kiss/peck: Depends on the person
181. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: Neither
182. Back rub/foot massage: Both
183. Picture frames/photo albums: albums
184. Pens/pencils: Pens
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
185. Eminem: needs to move on from the past
186. Virgins: rock on!
187. Gardens: low maintainence please
188. The Osbournes: get over it
189. Reality TV: mindless, pointless and boring
190. J.Lo: Waay 2 many marriages
191. Rap music: ok....sometimes
192. Emo music: ermm depends what u mean by emo music
193. Valentine's Day: romantic, a surefire way of making single people unhappy (in most cases)
194. Christina Aguilera's comeback: what comeback?
195. Homosexuals: Fine its ure life but if we were meant to be that way God would have designed us that way.
196. Abortion: OK there are some circumstances (i.e. rape) when i think this is ok but a baby should NOT be aborted if it is disabled because disabled people can and do lead full and happy lives, also the effects of having an abortion are long-term for the woman – not only physically but psychologically. I think the laws are too lax but at the end of the day its a personal choice, although personally i could never live with myself if i had an abortion.
197. Inter-racial relationships: fine
198. Murder: should not warrant the death penalty – judgement is God's to decide
199. Death: is inevitable and will be a release
200. Obesity: is disturbing, people need to lose weight
201. Pre-marital sex: lets put it this way, to give your virginity to your husband/wife is a very special gift, sex was created for marriage.
202. Terrorism: I understand why people are angry but terroism is just the wrong way to go about getting attention.
203. Pornography: rapes the mind
204. Fortune tellers: Codswallop
205. Threesomes: gross
206. Prostitution: is degrading to women and ruins women's lives. A symptom of a fallen world
207. Politics: “in a sad way everywhere”
208. Country music: is interesting
209. George W. Bush: is the most dangerous leader on this planet (except Mugabe)
210. Cloning: why?
211. Britney's boobs: dude it doesn't matter as long as you stil have yours (lol jokes)
212. Gas prices in America: a lot cheaper than here but they are the ones expoiting poorer countries and ruining the environment for it (we do that do but to a lesser extent)
~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.
213. Jack: and Jill went up the hill
214. Tiffany: breakfast at
215. Ben: Nevis
216. Maria: West Side Story
217. Jennifer: anniston
218. Nicole: richie
219. Amy: Toast
220. Adam: horse-riding (long story.....basically i couldn't remember his name...)
221. Richard: workaholic (no idea why!)
222. Justin: timberlake
223. Arnold: schwarzanegger (or however u spell it)
224. Tom: also horse-riding....
225. Melissa: Joan Hart
226. Charlotte: church
227. Harold: neighbours
228. John: crush
229. Joel: good charlotte
230. Vanessa: carlton
231. Michelle: childminder (no idea!)
232. Kevin: princess diana (dont worry just my mind and its weird links)
233. Brent: cross
234. Jake: onions (again long story)
235. Billy: st cuthberts
236. Sarah: govey (childhood friend)
237. Natalie: blonde
238. Christi: mary-kay
239. Nick: Dad
240. Linda: Glasses (no idea!)
241. Taylor: posh
242. Jordan: michael
243. Jamie:cullum
244. Adrian: White Lodge
~Have You Ever....~
245. Mooned anyone? No
246. Been on a diet? No
247. Been to a foreign country? Yes
248. Broken a bone? No
249. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? No
250. Swear at a teacher? No
251. Talked to a xanga member via e-mails or instant messages? No
252. Got in a fight? Verbal lol
253. Dated a teacher? No!!!!!!!!!!!!!
254. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? Yes when i was A LOT younger
255. Thought about killing your enemy? No – i dont have the nerve to be a killer
256. Gone skinny dipping? Yea!
257. Met another Blurty member in the flesh? Blurty???
258. Told a little white lie? Yeah
259. Told a secret you swore not to tell? Maybe – dont think so tho
260. Stolen anything? Maybe a pen from school but other than that no
261. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? No
262. Been on TV? Yeah
263. Been on the radio? Have been mentioned once
264. Been in a mosh pit? No – i think i would spend the whole time being crushed and trodden on
265. Been to a concert? Yes
266. Dated one of your best friends? No
267. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? Yes
268. Decieved somebody close to you? nah dnt think so
269. Broken the law? No
270. Been to a rodeo? No
271. Been on a talk show? No
272. Been on a game show? No
273. Been on an airplane? yes
274. Got to ride on a firetruck? Yes
275. Came close to dying? Yeah
276. Cheated on a bf/gf? No
277. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Once – my sister – it didn't work – haven't tried since
278. Terrorized a babysitter? Never! Prob without realising it :P
279. Made a mud pie? No
280. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff? Yes
281. Snuck out of the house at night? No282. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? No
283. Had an eating disorder? No
284. Felt like you didn't belong? Yeah
285. Felt like the 3rd wheel? Huh
286. Smoked? No
273. Done drugs? No
274. Been arrested? No
275. Had your tonsils removed? No
276. Gone to camp? Yes been camping properly and on a residental camp i.e. In a building aswell
277. Won a bet?
278. Written a love letter? No
279. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Yes
280. Written a love poem? No
281. Kissed in the rain? No
WHAT HAPPENED TO QUS 282-381?!
382. Slow danced with someone you love? No
383. Participated in cyber sex? No
384. Faked an orgasm? No
385. Stolen a kiss? er....no
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? haha only my best friends
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? No
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? No
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? cant drive....yet!
390. Done jail time? No
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? Yea – argh the ghastly green trousers
392. Won a trophy? No
393. Thrown up in public? er......no
394. Bowled a perfect game? hahaha no, that requires skill, something i deff lack
395. Failed/got held back? nah but ive failed tests lol
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? Yeah once
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? no
398. Taken ballet lessons? For two weeks of my life yes!!
399. Attempted suicide? No
400. Cut yourself? by accident
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? Course, isn't tht like a right of passage?
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? No
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? No...
404. Did you play Simon? As in “simon says” yes
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? Er what on earth?
406. Did you wet the bed? Lol NO
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed?no
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? hahahahahahaha no!
409. Were you shy? Yea – what little kid isn't?
410. Were you spoiled? No
411. Were you abused? i used to get smacked but thats not rele abuse
412. Did you go to the circus? Yes
413. Did you go to the zoo? Yes
414. Were you in a car accident? No
415. Did you build snowmen? Yes
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? Yes, many many times
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? No
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? Yeah all the way!
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? haha no
420. Were you afraid of the dark? A little bit
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? No - still don't know who/what they are!!
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? What on earth is this question?
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? haha used to til i was like 7/8
~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? Not really sure – don't think so – i'm gonna need a lot of persuading! 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: fone, my chemistry file, pens
427. Do you have any hidden talents? remembering pointless information
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? Dont have MTV so rele don't care.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? Romantic comedy or comedy
430. What would your movie star name be? Rachel Joy
431. Do you play any sports? Yea; dodgeball, badminton are the main two – not rele a v.sporty person
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? I scare waay to easily lol but prob Hangmans Curse as its one of the only scary ones i've been persuaded to watch
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? She's The Man – soo funny and totally fit male lead lol
435. Do you drive? Yes ....with an instructor
436. What is your dream car? Mini i think but not rele sure
437. Do you think your good looking? Not rele
438. Do others think you are good looking? ask them
439. Would you ever sky dive? Yes! definately440.
Do you believe in Bigfoot? No
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 14
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? Yes a little bit
443. Do you own a computer? Yes this slow Windows 98 laptop
444. Do you go outside? Obv, what kinda qu is that?
445. Do you read? YES
446. Do you believe in fairies? No
447. Do you own a pooltable? No but i love pool even though I'm crap
448. Do you have a pool? No
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? Yes
450. Do you like chocolate? Yeah i loooove it, maybe a bit too much
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? Kittens
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 1
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? never seen one
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? Dressed up as an awesome pumpkin with a homemade tshirt
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? Not normally :P
456. What is your weakness? Laziness, chocolate
457. Name something you can't get enough of: music i like, worshipping God, chocolate, holiday, hugs, being around my bestest mates
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: caring, smiley, odd
459. How many kids do you want to have? If i get married: 2 or 3, if i don't get married: none
460. Future daughters names: First names: Caschelle, Rachel, Esther, Lily, Hannah, Sarai, Marieta, Marion. Middle names: Rebecca, May, Helen, Louise, Anna
461. Future sons names: First names: Asher, Jeremy, Jared, Matthew, Daniel Middle names: Jon, Luke.....is it sad that i have lists of suggestions??
462. What is your ideal way to die? With dignity
463. How do you release stress? Listen to loud music, punch pillows, cry, scream, shout, slam doors.
464. Are you a trendy person? No
465. Are you an artisitic person? I'm creative but i def can't draw so i guess that would be a no
466. Are you a realistic person?depends on the subject, i am not at all realistic on somethings but am more so on others, cant say i'm particular realistic overall.
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no too much effort
468. Are you a strong person? Sort of, but like everyone i have weaknesses
469. Are you a strong willed person? I'm always told i'm stubborn so yea i suppose so!
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? last proper email? Rachel Elliott
471. Who is the last person to IM you? Charli Williamson i think – been a while
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? Mostly some are ok tho
473. Are you a deep sleeper? Fairly
474. Are you a good story teller? depends what im telling
475. What do you believe is your best quality? Not rele sure
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? Bronze dofe and drama diploma – tho not 100% sure that i passed that yet (just 99.5% sure :P)
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles, so peaceful and helps me to focus and be still
478. Do you do yoga? No
479. Do you have your own credit card? No
480. Let's say you win the lotto. Give most/all of it to charity
481. Do you have a check book? No
482. Do you like your driver? do i like my parents? hah i guess 95% of the time
483. Do you tan easily? No i do lobster impressions well tho!
484. What color is your hair naturally? Light brown/dark blonde
485. How many fillings do you have? Had 2 in my milk teeth but none atm (fingers crossed – i hate having dental work doing)
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? None
487. Worst feeling in the world? Lonliness, feeling like everythings gone wrong, spiritual dryness
488. Best feeling in the world? Giggling, peace and joy that come from the Lord
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? Half full
490. Last thing you downloaded? Dont download – its illegal
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? Occansionally i think “lol” but have never said it aloud
492. What do you think people think of you? I hope they see me as different from the norm, loving and caring but i'm almost certain that perfect image isn't maintained!
493. Are you a likeable person? ask someone else
494. Do you need therapy? Physiotherapy? Yes, a lot, Stress innoculation training: most definitely
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? No
496. What the best way to be proposed to? er...romantically duh :P
497. What kind of movie would you star in? isn't this like that other qu?
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? or up sex? Lol def Fed UP
499. When are you moving? out of the house...when i go to uni.
500. What's your favorite phrase? Dude! Like, no way, oh rubbish, oodles and prob quite a few others which i can't think of right now.....

I have descended to a higher level of wierdness

Anyone else feeling the slightly contradictory theme of the title?
I am excessively tired and have been since the end of Diploma
BUT ITS ALL OVER
I HAVE TUESDAY EVENINGS BACK TO MYSELF AGAIN
Exams are looming
I am swimming in revision
I wore jeans today coz i had driving
and am now regretting that decision
I am boiled
Driving was good
Slightly nerve-wracking
Stalled twice; once at a junction, once while stopping so he could talk theory at me
Keep forgetting to get off the gas when changing gears
but feel alot more comfortable and relaxed which is kwl
This is my second weekend of not working and it feels gooood
am going for a bike ride (2moro morning that is)

Must go catch my train
laters chappies
hehe

I want to be a difference-maker not a space-waster

Damn exams
PLEASE WON'T SOMEONE TAKE THEM AWAY

It is Diploma on Tuesday
Downey told me she was more nervous than all of us together
i personally don't agree with that
but Downey looked so flustered i didn't bother to press my point
not that i would ever argue with downey anywys
it would be rather like arguing with a black hole
not sure how that one works
but nevermind

Stupid bio teachers giving me my coursework back four days before it has to be sent to the board
i mean i'm kinda glad i have another chance to change it
but they sure do chose their momments

Other than that life is ok
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD
not that he even reads this but hey!
I got him a silver memory stick
his old one broke see
however it has SWPS emblazoned across it in lime green LOL
so i'm gonna offer him the chance to swop it with me for my plain dark blue one
can't wait to see his face!

Must go - lunch is calling

Well i found it!

Here i am on my faithful slow old laptop
which was found lurking in the corner of my dad's study
for some obscure reason
i still haven't decently started revision and am behind on homework
i really am supposed to be more organised at this stage
this is crap
i can't expect to get A's (or even B's) if i do no work now, can i?!

In other news
Went to The Bodies Exhibition with Anji and Hannah on Mon
was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING
we spent like twice the amount of time we had planned to in there trying to absorb it all

i was soo exhausted afterwards - walking slowly in the semi-darkness reading lots and lots of stuff and gazing in awe at the intricacy of the human body was exhausting for some reason

we all had some trouble staying awake on the journey home

We SURVIVED - rose has already jubilated but i feel the need for somemore specially as Bachelor won't shutup about me being such a wonderful supporting actress!
Honestly i have no idea how to take compliments about my acing its such an unknown phonemon (no idea how u spell that!)

I had my first driving lesson which went really well even though i clutch the steering wheel like my life depends on it and try and force the gearstick into the gears! everything else has seemed to have gone well so far!

Must go Mrs Leese time is here

Investigation of the clickety button

Testimony of Team Ron
Hmmm, thought i'd investigate this little clickety thing at the top of the page as i have always wanted to find out what it does!
I am trying to delay sleep so as not to have any nightmares about downey or all the things that could go wrong with diploma
i rele don't no why i'm so freaking worried

Anyway i would just like to say that, I, Kat Ball, love all the members of TeamRon very nearly and dearly and would like to officially invite you to a dodgeball tournament on the 20th of May in aid of Christian Aid (suggested donation £5)
and if we win we get medals and a cup
if we not i dunno
bt i think it would be a laugh
so plz come!
o and btw maddy, mary edwards from your cadets group will be ther as well, she sed to say hi lol

I hope this appears in the place it is meant to appear
though i have no idea where that is!
Luv n hugs
Kat xox