i'm bored and on a revisin break - lets be silly

EIGHT LASTS:
8. last cigarette: never
7. last beverage: water
6. last phone call: i think it was merlin :D on thursday, which jst shows hw little i've bin using the fone recently!
5. last text message: Kat P asking me abt her charity concert thing
4. last cd played: Jeremy Camp - Restored
3. last BUBBLE bath: Don't do baths, i like my showers - prob sum time last yr tho....
2. last time you cried: Friday last day of school - ws pretty drained and tired and then ws feeling ill - not a gd combination :(
1. last meal: left-overs from sunday lunch; chicken, potatoes, veg

SEVEN have you's
7. have you ever dated someone twice: No
6. have you ever been cheated on?: I hope not
5. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?: Nope
4. have you ever fallen in love?: nope
3. have you ever lost someone?:I got lost when i was little and gt freaked out, hv lost relatives aswell (in terms of that they died) not rele sure what the questions asking....
2. have you ever been depressed?: Not suicidal or anything, but yea i've bin low
1. have you ever spit on someone: I always manage to spit on ppl accidentally when i'm eating a v.juicy apple *you have been warned ppl* :P

SIX things you did in the past three days:
1. revised
2. Slept
3. taken lots of fotos
4. dressed up as a pirate
5. Played dodgeball :D
6. been to physio (ouch!)

FIVE people who you want at your wedding:
hmm, if i was getting married now it would most likely be:
My mum, dad and sis
Hannah
annnd errr - man can i nt jst list all of them....ok prob
lou sizer

list FOUR people you can tell pretty much anything to:
1. God - ok so not rele a person per se....
2. Hannah
3. My mum
4. errr lou, weez and merlin
kinda depends on the situ....


list THREE favorite colors:
1. blue
2. pink
3. black (and if you want an actually colour wood prob b red)

something you want to do before you die: i rele don't like this questions coz right now ther are lots of things - probably go to Africa and be useful in sumway iz quite high up the list

list ONE person who you think will repost this:
*shrugs*

---This month have you..---
Made a new friend - Err not made a rele close friend but have met new people who i've got on rele well with??...

Laughed until you cried - Yep. waay 2many times me and weez have dissolved in laughter

Went behind your parents back - not directly....

Found out who your true friends were - I know who they are so no probs there...
:D :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF:
1. Gay Marriage?: not a fan
2. Lowering the drinking age?: whats the point, ppl under the age drink anyways
3. Who is the best hugger? ahhhh i love my hugs yes indeed! my mum, elena, marion (yes even tho it has been a year and abit...), weez, hannah, rose, my dad -- i think most ppl i have the pleasure of hugging! LOL!
4. Sex before marriage?: not 4 me
5. Do you believe in love at first sight: i think you can have a conection with someone at first sight/lust after them but love has to grow
6. Is there something you want to tell someone: hmm i want to tell Tim off for forgetting to print me off a register for FUEL last night - but he's at skl...
8. What brand of shirt are you wearing? i'm wearing a tee which ws custom-made for my youth group for a trip to London last summer so I'm afraid i can't answer that qu :P
9. Would you kiss anyone of your friends?: Yes, all of them, on the cheek....
10. How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?: ok, this ws obv made for bebo or myspace or another one of those crappy sites...
11. How many kids do you want to have?: not rele sure lol! btwn 2 n 4 i'm guessing
12. Do you have a good relationship with your parents:yes
13. Do you wanna change your name? not really, i like mine thnx
14. What did you do for your last birthday?: PARTEE yessiree
15. What time did you wake up today?: 7:30
16. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping - surprisingly enough!
17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do? FINISH EXAMS. yes mate.
18. Last time you saw your father? this morning :D
19. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? no more alevels
20. Which hand do you like better? right - it behaves itself better?? (well if u will ask stupid questions...)
21. What music are you listening to right now? Red Hot Chillis
22. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? Of course
23. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? yea
24. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? my dads stripy t-shirt so i could b a pirate
25. Who's getting on your nerves right now? no one
26. Most visited webpage?: Facebook
27. What kind of computer are you using?: laptop
28. Coke or Pepsi?: Not a huge fan of either but prob Coke
29. Do you have a crush?: yes, on my v.crushable bf of course :P
30. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world?: Yes, the worlds mucked up
31. Do you think there's some models/people out there that should gain a couple pounds? Yes, weight is waay too much of an issue these days.

i could not stop as you now know

SO
here i am
the end of school has come and gone
and i feel v.mixed
glad i no longer have to go to school
annoyed that i have so much work to do
sad that i will no longer walk into the sixth form centre and see our year frollicking around

the last day ws bittersweet
only nearly cried once
after gates' lesson
and that was because gates was so sweet -- not because of it being the last chemistry lesson ever!! :D
altho our chem class was legendary of course....
at first rec we crashed the staff room
which was funny
the nice teachers (e.g. husselbury, gates etc) throughly enjoyed it!!
apparently we were the first year to do it properly
grin grin

i mist the hokey-cokey in the courtyard
which i was abit annoyed about
but nevr mind

i went to starbucks with tori, katy and stef this was much fun and a bit of a rave
i thought we were gonna wierd out the consumers of starbucks with our outfits
but when we turned up we discovered that half of the year had beaten us to it
they were the v.brightly coloured half and therefore this minimised the effect of our outfits somewhat....

i actually did work in all of my lessons
which was major shockness
but i suppose i do have exams at the end of the day
so it makes sensible sense

i ate sooo much crap it was quite baad
i could feel the fatness creeping
but once i ate some proper food the body sorted itself out
so all was ok again

i was throughly drained when i got home from school
wandered around like a zombie for a while and then slept for a couple of hours before sitting in front of the TV for a while and then getting an early night....

i have not done much work
i have been to a pirates party for the mum of my best friend from primary school
didn't know many people - but was quite fun nonetheless

this week i MUST MUST MUST
do some work
coz i'm playing quite hard as well
so need some balance (of the equlibrium kind....ah the sadness of chemistry)

elena -- i think you can get your mr beaman blogger account back by going to the blogger homepage and clicking on 're-claim your blogger account'
see weather tht works
also,
could u send out a reminder about whats happening on your birthday??
pleasy

ok off to revise


like a good girl! :P

sieben, sieben

Yessir
the Ukraine rocked the Eurovision - and should have won - blats!
Serbia were crap.

the party ws goooood - much eating, not enough drinking, too much dancing, too many rele, rele idiotic photos taken. facebook = cringe.

Soooo many cheesy poufs (or puffs - as the food seemed to suggest)
and yet again i lost the ability to swallow liquids due to a joke being told at just the wrong time......seriously i cannot drink my drink when there are witty people saying witty things as they get sprayed by whatever liquid happens to be in my mouth at the time.

but then if everyone is silent and watches me drink this makes me crack up
so this is definitely a lose-lose situation
the best solution is not to drink anything at all
but become a dehydrated mush of squidge was never my life ambition (and i hope it never will be!)

I HAVE TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT EVER
this is scary
and i am illlllllllll
which is NIGHT GUT
i need to be revising and all i can do is sit and snivel and feel excessively sorry for myself

had last dodd lesson 2day
was pointless
in fact
most of my lessons are being pointless atm
other than psychology
which is suprisingly surprising

now i promised myself i would go to bed early 2nite
2 fight off illness
it is now almost 10 so suppose i better mosey off for the earliest night i have had in months.

i can't think of a particularly decent way to end this blog
so i guess cheerio will have to do!!

Cheerio!
lol

start something

WHY CAN'T LIFE B SIMPLE??
its so messed up
well at least it is in my head!
argh!

I am looking 4ward2 elena's eurovision party 2nite with much over-excited glee
much bailey's ice-cream and estonian beer drinking coming up
not sure hw much truth there is in the 'estonian' part of the beer.....whether this is a myth i have created.....or my guilibility has been taken advantage of - either way - beer will be drunk
and i think this is the main assumption in my argument
(how many marks would every1 hv picked up in the critical thinking exam last yr if there had been an argument for the age of legal drinkage to be decreased??)

ah critical thinking
i would not re-do that if u paid me the entirety of the salary that you will earn for the rest of your life
unlike omar who would pay that exact amount to hear dodd admit he is not gifted in the chemistry-teaching side of things
altho omar is going to be over-worked and under-paid
so tht amount of money may not be as significant as previously thought......

time has been trying to make me believe the most horrible things recently
such as the fact that we only have five days left of school EVER *shudder*
exams are only a couple of weeks away *double shudder*

although marion is here in just under six weeks
this is a very much nicer fact to believe
if you forget about the exams that have to become before that time!

please note that i will not be supporting scooch in the eurovision 2nite
i will support whoever else takes my fancy
and shun the politicness of it all

can't wait to hear terry wogan commentating; he is hiliarious - and a general all round LEGEND
:D
i have my new camera - with which to document all the craazy going-ons that ensue this evening
and if the photos taken while we were all in a large pile of bodies yesters in the common room are anything to go by.....
there should be a few brilliant old shots!

ah can't wait, can't wait, can't wait!

beaver, beaver, beaver, beaver daaam, daaaam

this picture made me laugh far too hard!

i've been doing ALOT of laughing these past few days - mostly due2funniness - partly due to stress - makes me wonder @ wat point does laughing bcome nt so gd 4u??

deep qu there huh!!

a-levels are stressing me out - me no like!

Lose the argument in a cable car, hanging above as the canyon comes between

I'M BAAAAACK
yada yada yada
can't believe its been soo long since i last blogged
i have simply fallen out the habit
and become boring

the weather recently has been lovely in more than one ways bt unfortunately the same cannot be said for todays weather
it is raining cats and dogs
i have always loved that expression!

April has gone craazily fast
May is a BIIIG month for birthdays
trust
my bank balance is gonna b depleted muchly....but its all worth it - because i have such wonderful friends and family
obviously!

i like having a lie-on on monday morning
wish it could happen more often!

have been discovering the bittersweetness of change all over again recently
never a pleasant experience
but i am learning to adapt

I really like The Fray

Is there really no way to reach me?